I do. We had one in a house we lived in.
Since the time I was little, I told my Mom that we were going to live in a house with a butterfly on the fireplace.
Many years later we were looking at houses and I started laughing because the fireplace stone had a big butterfly on it.
That house had ghosts in it and I loved it. Even my Irish Setter saw them. Not scary at all.
I tell you this because I have been trying to explain about having depression and working around it in your head.
You know it’s there but you have reality there also. You have to realize which is which. Most of the negativity is the depression talking.
You need to realize which one you are listening to. The depression is the loud voice.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Depression is no fun, but it can be dealt with. Take meds, Be strong. Fight the hard fight against depression and you can win!
I am living proof!